When you are in the present moment you see beauty in everything that surrounds you even seeing a stone, a tree a moving car or broken furniture, this is because your mind is not conditioning you and you are observing the universe in an unconditional way, that means you are looking at the universe without minds involvement and seeing things as they are that is when you realize that you are surrounded by beauty and it is hidden behind the mind and when you still your mind you began to see the beauty that surrounds you. Heaven is here and now and when you find it you wont be striving for a future heaven and unconditional love starts to flow from you.

Well I am not not telling you not to use your mind and your mind is your enemy, you mind can be your best friend also. This is where one should learn to manage his/her mind. It is your tool use it in your favor not against you.

Resistance ego I creates is between the imaginary self and the rest of the universe, when external universe rub against the wall of ego I the meeting point creates the resistance and the mind translates this feeling of resistance into pain or pleasure. My guru explained it very clearly in one of his speeches if some one throws a stone on a wall the impact happens at the point of resistance wall creates and if there is no wall it just take its natural course and fall somewhere. Ego I creates a wall, a border between outside world and the experienced. Mind translates this friction between the dual universe and one experience it as pleasure or pain and when the wall created by ego breaks and self merges in non dual universe the experience is far higher and peaceful than the resistance based pleasure and pain created by the ego and this is self’s real nature and it is when one really experience the self.

When a person do something he or she gets attached to the doing, which mean the ego I takes credit of the doing and it makes one either proud of the doing  or will feed bad if the outcome is not according to the persons expectation, this is due to ones on image mind created about the self  it takes you for a temporary rides  of emotions . For example if one thinks he or she is sincere in his work and if some one says something bad about his or her sincerity it may end up in worry, but what is happening here is due to the attachment of image of sincerity and the attachment of ego I to the sincerity and it will be affected if some one says good of bad about it.

The ego I is a wrong image of the self all the suffering are due to the attachment to this wrong image of the self. That is all about ego I for now. Ego also go beyond I when it associates itself as a part of race, nationality, religion etc it also creates a conflicting behavior with the world outside of ego, I will discuss about it some other day.

Proper Meditation happens in an ego less state, so best of meditation happens when you are not expecting any thing out of it, during my earlier days I was bit confused how it happens but now it seems to be true, best of my meditation happens when I just sit and go deeper it may be while traveling or just being at a place without any planning it will be spontaneous. This is what  Gautama Buddha experienced while sitting under the bodhi tree, it was when he tried all the way from  meditation to giving up food later after faling he literally gave up his desire to find a way out of suffering and at that point he got enlightened. When you are meditating for some result some way or other the ego self gets involved and it resists the flow also your eyes are on the future reuslt and it makes you move away from now to future. Meditation is all about a smooth flow and not about jerkiness, when ever ego gets involved it creates a jerkiness, cause ego is all about resiting the flow.. I think I should write a new blog about Ego and resistance after this blog to make it clear for you guys.

When you go deeper in meditation you will lose the sense ego, and in that dimension there is no scene of space or time and there you are not born or you are going to die It is a feeling of unconditional love and it is non duality in action ( advita )

Also Read related blog about ego

In all the above so called worrying situations the ego I is the main reason for the worry. Take this case -  when you are worried about what some one is gonna think about me, ME the ego the central character is Actually creating the worry, in this case your ego is getting threatened by a situation and your mind starts creating   worry and it grows like a monster and it follows you everywhere and when you are worried with others behavior it is also a game of the ego mind created a dual world  egos world and an outside world and ego creates expectations from outside world when it doesn’t satisfy the expectations the ego mind starts worrying. Ego goes further and create images like I am sincere I am adorable I am pretty etc and some situations arise which conflicts with the image you crated it starts giving you pain.
You take any case of your worry the I the ego is involved in it and an awakened one is the one who understands the game or ego to be spot on I should say ego is an illusion created by the mind, your body which you can feel , a touch on your body and taste of the food etc and the voluntary actions Related to your body is mistakenly tagged by mind as ego I, even you body is an illusion,  and those of you who gone deeper can understand it and even so called situations are also illusions, will be writing a detailed blog on situations also read blog about illusion of ego and scientific proof  to understand further

Also being fixed in the present moment wont let you worry, reason for that is mind wont work in present and the ego I wont be there in present moment  to make you worry, you can read about in  it previous entry about time
So erase the ego and stop worrying life is a celebration be happy every moment and enjoy. Lots of love and peace

Your inside is like a projector which collects data from the way you thinks and it creates a belief system and the projection will be according to you belief system. One should remember the possibilities are infinite and you need to break the limiting belief systems pushed into you by society.

So change the way you think and never say the word impossible, everything is possible and there is no miracle involved in it when you see it happen because it is just the law of nature and never hate or harm anyone by doing that you are doing it to the self and it makes you lose your inner balance.

Now when I see clean skies I can equate it with blitz, clouds comes and interfere the vastness just like our thoughts hiding the infinite vastness of the self, we all look at the thoughts and emotions and get carried away by it just like we look at cloudy sky which hides the infinite vastness.

Our experiences are like skies, overcast skies can be equated to a mind full of thoughts with not even a slit in it to be able to see the infinite existence and in between stages, when clouds are thinner and lesser It is more peaceful states of mind skies with lite cotton clouds which are much higher state of mind and a clear sky, I am in a path now to make the clouds lighter and lighter because I love watching clear skies our true nature is infinite and peaceful.
Love and peace

The things that I learned seems to be of no sense when i stated meditating in a deeper level and it made sense when i started referring quantum physics journal along with meditation. In a deeper level when we encounter our thoughts it seems no difference with the universe, both are vibrations ( in sanskrit we call it spandan ) it is clearly written in vedic texts, but one have to experience it to understand rather than reading the texts. So the real universe we experience is nothing more than energy vibrations, with different frequencies, energy is same but things varies according to the vibrating frequencies , like water is energy vibration of a particular frequency and your tooth is also same energy vibrating in a different frequency. A persons body is also energy vibrations , with flesh vibrating in different frequency, hair and other organs with different frequencies. Albert Einsteins formula E= mc2 clearly states that all matter is energy vibration and E the energy is non dual, it is same with different frequencies  and it is the connecting frame of singularity.

But how the energy vibrations are created and the answer is clear when we see the mind, it is able to produce energy vibrations of different frequencies, like you don’t have a same thought all the time, your mind is always dancing in different frequencies so the universe and there is an interconnection between minds dance and the universe it puts us in a very responsible position of a creator and one should be careful with his / her thoughts if you are looking for something positive.

The thing that struck me after meditation was the conversation between 4 people about Vedas, and I heard the sound of a kid calling one of the person engaged in the conversation to go and sit near him, but he was so engaged in the conversation that he don’t want to sit near him, then I heard the kid saying  seat is gone now, to this his reply was powerful, he said seat wont go anywhere , its another person sitting there, Well guys it have a lot of spiritual meaning.

It is the world view that people look at external things which frequently change and there is permanency in a deeper level and people fail to go that deep and get stuck in the outer layer and they get to see the wrong view ignoring the permanency. Getting to know the permanency takes all the worries and trouble from a person . When a person starts to see the seat rather than the person sitting, I mean when a person starts to get hold of the permanent essence, his potential also increases infinite fold.

I can say these above identities one create are just thoughts and ideas which are being powered by ones own energy and it is very thin and breakable for the one who is in the right path but for others it may seem like an unbreakable chain.

All are born free but when he or she grows they start identifying with stuffs, every one have to grow so does the brain  but in the process one should not forget ultimate reality . There is a saying in zen, that” zen is unlearning” the stuffs you have learned yes it is getting out of the prisons you already created for yourself.

When you attain nirvana It is a feeling of ultimate freedom which no word can express, one should experience it know it. When you attain it you are no more limited by worldly identities.